WheRe,.,., ???????

Where lips has no time for smile,
Where eyes have no time for beauty,
Where life is but for a while,
Where gone days we never can see.

Where heart has no time for love,
Where shattered broken heart bleeds,
Where success has no hope,
Though tireless heart proves thousand deeds.

Where love depends on wealth,
Where true Love is Thought to be vain,
Where heart is never a butter to melt,
Where tears fall like rain.

Where sweetness of nightingale’s note,
Never touches traveler’s heart,
Played along the whirling road,
Sweeter than the poesy’s touching word.

Where lily of a day that lives,
Never gets to live that night,
Where hues of summers leaves,
Never gets to see the autumn light.

Father, am i supposed to be brought up here?

- [AbHi_’Z’ :) ]

__PenSivE___IN__MY__SoliTuDE___

hiiii,,,,everyone
It always seems to be a new sun rising from the horizon but how long r u going to see it as such,
it sometimes feels to be never ending affair when the peoples grievances give up to believe any thing that every sorrow and despair they are in is gonna hv an end..........

Today i had my last mid-sem PMME which i didn't take last time but still manged to have marks for an xam which i never took........Any hw the xam was f9, Only i do know how i manged to pass out my time in the cumbersome evironment of the xAM with a bit of chucling with my peer groups.....i m alone in my room while i m writing this all my room mates are out on foot for "mata ka mandir"

I myself sometimes doubt my agnostic behaviour itz not that i don't belive in wat i do bt itz my actions which sometimes reflect that i m not agnostic. This is the season of puja's in the country may it be the id afew days back or the dussera in the forefront , my actions may be questionable to many but i m not really interested in or u may say need not prove myself before any one i m reasonable and answerable to myself and myself alone. I m really thankful to my parents who never ever force on me about my spirituality..........It really is a Question in my mind that some1 else had put up bt has stuck on to my mind "GOD CREATED MAN OR MAN CREATED GOD???" the answer to this question lies in the human centerdness his philosophes or the way he sees his life......

MY expert lecture class which i took of Mr.Prashant from canada was an introspetry for me or even i may say the people around there. His perseption of life and the philosophes which he put foward was a gem in itz making i m in need of such a type of guy bcoz i feel myself in a real mess with this hustle and bustle of life i sometimes forget what this life is all about or in plain terms "MY particular ExiSTAncE becomes questionable before myself seeking perseptions in my own envisage..........

I seriously feel this LOVE is as such interpreted by Karan Johar in his last article in the life where he sees it as i do see it as A PUPPy love with emotions and sentiments chagings as though they were a daily life garments for us..............this dilema or the ambigous feeling gives a sicking feeling to my own self...........

RIght now i was seeng the movie "MUMBAI MERI JAAN"........u may laugh at me if i say i couldn't persive the movie but in realty i couldn't make out what the diector wanted to convey to us "to be jigolostic or go foward in whichever situations or the paradoxes we come across............but a must watch movie at the end of it..........hope u too see the movie and give ur perception as wat the director wnted to convey........n plZ carry me out of my own "ParaDOX"
have a fine daY ;)
"Perfection comes in not being slave to your own excellence........."

__tHe camneSs Of D LOomInG StorM___"__"

hiiiiiiii everyone,
Sorry for being away but it is how i am bunking through the event but i can't give the excuse as the only stuff i can say is (I was busy)......
The days have gone past in a very smooth manner always do i fear that a more jeopardized situation is being awaited or something toxic is in store which the Satan is gonna unfold before as the cold shudder would run through my spines. Any how whatever may be the matter but i am really having a nice time out here going through my tut ions and the college class very effectively the weekend is near and i m going to college tomorrow but still the task seems to never ending................
I saw the Mel Gibson movie "apocalypto" same is the situation with me were i am apocalyptic of an looming jeopardy.Though many of us have a discrepancy over the 6th sense but I do believe that there is always a hidden jaguar in the fine bushes of the ever green plants......
Leaving all these i had nice evening the day before got the chance to " rock on " on the dance floor quiet pleasing experience after having sometime for myself" "........;)
I really don't understand the fair sex's mentality as it all ways seems to play gimmick in one or the other way of their existence on this planet<>I am a bit confused on my part as well as to what stand should i adopt and to what is better for me as well as for her.......
Instead of putting much of your Grey matter on to this go and have a nice slumber as i m gonna have to have now.......... ;)
bbye Take Care...............;>

_____iN amBiGUity tHy liVE_______

hiiiiiiiiiii, everyone
Last night i hadn't truly prepared for my mid-sems but still it wnt on fine today not much of hype abt it _______the passion of taking the xam led us to reach the collage well 1(1/2) hr before time quite ungenuine for an engineering student ________most of my frnds wd agree______ any how i really don't wd the funda of reaching the college and still not taking the xam.......!!!!!though xcuses are many bt i rarely use any of those so i m most often found silent at even silliest of my mistakes.........(might be a boastfull on my part but i am true right here no conspiuous wat so ever.......)

I belived to hv wrote the blog even during the evenig bt i couldn't..........but as i belive in the philosophly everything happens 4 our own good so did this happen in the evenig of tday.........

I got a message or u may say got a proof of an age old adage even repeted by my mumma that "One shouldn't relly on others 4 any thing i n life " sorry mumma for not heeding to u r sayings any how it was not much of a loss at the end i belive itz always that one must learn 4m our mistakes but right nw i m in a position i too donno how i gonna rectify all this ___________
The act of asking help 4m some1 u hv helped so long _______ is quiet justified bt i donno i my case what went wrong or somting went terribly wrong itz all given to the almighty______ no xcuses again 4m my side as why i actd as such but i belive my actions to be quiet normal as ever _______ itz always ones perspective of thoughts that make him a parsonality which is what i have recenty been taught and i heed to it as i belive it to be palpable ;|

U tday have to hear a blunt stuff 4m my side as i am abit annoyed wd a persona i cared much................ any hw i wouldn't blab much on it and belive i must retire soon to bed thax for listning me till the end any
bbye to u all...........;>

Take Care!!!!!!!!!

SuNdaY FUnDAY 4 MAnY Bt NT this TiMe_____[/)]

hiiiiiiiii everyone,
i really didnt know that i wd again sit before and write as before bt still i am on my way........the day began as usual with nting much of hope or desire wat so ever.....as itz always said nt 2 desire as desires nver gonna fullfilled.......esp. 4 a person as me who nver work 4 those......pretty thigs(as u wish to put forth)>>>>>>
itz all jaded affair as ntig is gonna change in the due course as i must say imgins to be......any how keeping with my day it was as cool affair as ever nt any hiccupus.......the nxt day is 4 day d mid sems again and i still have a candle burnig that the xams gonna be cancelled as it nvre has been in my case.......i don't know if any elseone do get the imagination of any thing misfotunate got to happen in the due course that the xam is going 2 begin...........bt i do have wild and vague imaginations of my sort as to the xams got to be cancelled for some or the way round...........
today i felt abit abt the commitmentphobia that once a frnd expnained to me......... bt i only imagined it to be in relationship that is more than frndship bt i can very well now say that itz even in frndship were u r actions and deeds are surely to be respectful (i m talking mainly of the fairer sex reght nw) and thus be sure abt whom u gonna be commited to ;>
i hv my midsems so i gonna sleep nw even though i hvn't read much of d stuff xcue(mumma always says beta one has to have a sound sleep be4 any xam u gonna face ;) )true naa bt she say abit more before it as well which i think i nver gonna heed to(beta u hve to hve studied hard 4 all that u want in life and the lollipops tagline...............
this is the only time after which u will nt hv to workhard as she said be4 the x-boards;xii-boards,engg-xams and nw each time for the sem xams ;| )
i feel this is same for all those of my peer gang members ;) true naa ;> nt mom than dad must b ready wd this atlest any hw i gonna seelp right going though my mumma's golden words bbye Take Care;>