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hiiii,,,,everyone
It always seems to be a new sun rising from the horizon but how long r u going to see it as such,
it sometimes feels to be never ending affair when the peoples grievances give up to believe any thing that every sorrow and despair they are in is gonna hv an end..........

Today i had my last mid-sem PMME which i didn't take last time but still manged to have marks for an xam which i never took........Any hw the xam was f9, Only i do know how i manged to pass out my time in the cumbersome evironment of the xAM with a bit of chucling with my peer groups.....i m alone in my room while i m writing this all my room mates are out on foot for "mata ka mandir"

I myself sometimes doubt my agnostic behaviour itz not that i don't belive in wat i do bt itz my actions which sometimes reflect that i m not agnostic. This is the season of puja's in the country may it be the id afew days back or the dussera in the forefront , my actions may be questionable to many but i m not really interested in or u may say need not prove myself before any one i m reasonable and answerable to myself and myself alone. I m really thankful to my parents who never ever force on me about my spirituality..........It really is a Question in my mind that some1 else had put up bt has stuck on to my mind "GOD CREATED MAN OR MAN CREATED GOD???" the answer to this question lies in the human centerdness his philosophes or the way he sees his life......

MY expert lecture class which i took of Mr.Prashant from canada was an introspetry for me or even i may say the people around there. His perseption of life and the philosophes which he put foward was a gem in itz making i m in need of such a type of guy bcoz i feel myself in a real mess with this hustle and bustle of life i sometimes forget what this life is all about or in plain terms "MY particular ExiSTAncE becomes questionable before myself seeking perseptions in my own envisage..........

I seriously feel this LOVE is as such interpreted by Karan Johar in his last article in the life where he sees it as i do see it as A PUPPy love with emotions and sentiments chagings as though they were a daily life garments for us..............this dilema or the ambigous feeling gives a sicking feeling to my own self...........

RIght now i was seeng the movie "MUMBAI MERI JAAN"........u may laugh at me if i say i couldn't persive the movie but in realty i couldn't make out what the diector wanted to convey to us "to be jigolostic or go foward in whichever situations or the paradoxes we come across............but a must watch movie at the end of it..........hope u too see the movie and give ur perception as wat the director wnted to convey........n plZ carry me out of my own "ParaDOX"
have a fine daY ;)
"Perfection comes in not being slave to your own excellence........."